I feel bad for thinking it, but I don’t like my extended family members. They came over to my house from another state and I don’t like it. Just because they’re my family members, it doesn’t mean that I feel connected to them. They honestly are good people, but I still feel like I don’t belong. My parents nag at me to be with them, but I just can’t; I only pretend to like them. It really makes me sad and I want to cry. But for the sake of not ruining the mood with my already depressed attitude, I won’t cry. x/

fml