The guy I’m seeing is a bit chubby and his d*** is small and his teeth are crooked. But he is super adorable, and honestly I’m not all that much attracted to him physically. He is my very best mate and we get along on so many levels, we have each other’s full support…. So I f*** him even though it hurts due to me being unable to become fully aroused, because I know it makes him feel so good. Sometimes I am very depressed that I receive little to no s***** gratification from this, but I love him so much I do these things for him from my own free will. He doesn’t know this, and it was shatter him to know it. I will not do that to him, and I will never betray him. M*********** is a wonderful option, and no amount of great s** is worth losing the best thing that’s ever come into my life.