I was an ordinary kid until puberty hit. At first I found I could w*** to any pictures of naked people and suddenly it changed. I wanted other boys… My dad was a preacher and the whole gay concept was deemed extremely sinfull. I was 11 when this happened, never had a BF and, I am 31 now and still want boys…
I want to kill myself every day. The only thing that keeps me sane is the small collection of p*** I have built up over the years. When I first went on the net at 12yo the p*** was easy to find, lately it’s a lot harder to find.
I see there’s a guy running around saying he’ll kill people like me here, please go ahead, it would be a mercy man… The only thing is I dont want pain, if there was a peaceful suicide pill available in this society I would have taken it a long time ago.