I CANT WIN A HUSBAND AGAINST THAT VALENTINO ORGE SATANIC MEGALOMANIAC AND DOCTORS AND RICH EMPLOYED WOMEN

WHAT MADE ME DECIDE TO JUMP (ie S******* TO BE REBOUND RAPED) IN 1998 … BEING IGNORED BY ATTRACTIVE YOUNG MEN FOR YEARS AND YEARS AND YEARS AND MY SISTER CHOOSING BAWLED FAT YOBO OLD MEN FOR ME ALL THE TIME.
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I SPENT YEARS AND YEARS ALONE IN MY ROOM SICK NOT TAKING TABLETS FOR INFECTIONS CUZ SONGS SAID HOW ABOUT GETTING OFF THOSE ANTIBIOTICS
SO I DID AND GOT SICKER
I CRIED AND CRIED AND CRIED ALONE FOR YEARS AND YEARS WONDERING WHY NO ONE WANTED TO KNOW ME AS A TEENAGER AND YOUNG WOMAN… WHY I NEVER HAD A CUTE NICE YOUNG BOYFRIEND BUT ALL THESE WEIRD OLD FARTS AND BAWLY FAT OLD YOBOS MY SISTER CHOSE FOR ME.
WHY MY GODPARENTS NEVER WANTED TO KNOW ME.
WHY A GUY LIKE WILLIAM WOULD NOT LISTEN OR CARE
WHY DIANA DIDNT CARE ABOUT CHILD S***** ABUSE I WENT THROUGH BUT HELPED MY SISTER ROSE ALL THE TIME
WHY A GUY LIKE DAVO JUSTIN WAS NOT IN MY LIFE AND BED LOVING ME WHEN I WAS YOUNG AND PRETTY AND FELT HEALTHY AND COULD HAVE A PROMISE OF A FUTURE WITH A CAREER AND HOME AND DOING THINGS TOGETHER.
WHY I NEVER HAD ANY FRIENDS …
I CRIED AND CRIED AND CRIED WHILE MY SISTER ROSE AND BROTHER JOHN WERE HAVING ALL THE FUN BEING REAL PEOPLE.
I AM NEVER ALLOWED TO BE A REAL PERSON. I HAD A SMALL GLIMPSE OF BEING A REAL PERSON IN 2002 FOR A SHORT PERIOD OF TIME LIKE A FEW MONTHS WHEN I REALLY DUMBLY THOUGHT I WOULD PASS AND GET A JOB IN LEGAL… BUT WHO WAS I KIDDING.
IT NEVER WORKS OUT FOR ME IN WORK OR LOVE OR MONEY… NOTHING EVER WORKS OUT FOR A DOG LIKE ME.
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