I’ve got a job and have been working there for a few weeks now, my parents decided to go on a holiday to France with the family and decided the date of it. The date they came out was on a a week i had to work the most, they told me to make up a show and call them and twll them i was sick. I was at first already not sure about it because i am a very honest person and can’t lie or act at all so i had my worries and insecurities about it but decided to do it anyways because it was the first time in a while my family went somewhere with each other without missing a person. But week before i did that i already asked them the permission have a week free, they didn’t give it to me so i had to make up a scene of my parents and sisters. So i did and called them, unfortunately the person i was talking to was a woman who was asking me so much and i said i had a headache and was throwing up alot she was so annoying and said ok and told me to come Saturday to work but i said i dont if i can but I’ll try, she was so bossy and pushing that it made me annoyed and still she said you’ll be there on Saturday and that’s a deal and i just said we’ll see. So i took 5 days off and in those 5 days i was worried sick and sick of the guilt and lying the entire time i couldn’t stop thinking about it and what could happen to me and what i should do next. After the holiday i called them and they told me it was odd that i was sick on the days i asked them if i could have days off so they told me to call them the next day and i said oh I’m working tomorrow, their reply was no just call us first… I am so damn worried not because i don’t want to ger fired but more just because i don’t want them to know that i lied. I am very serious i am really getting sick because of this lie, my parents think it’s not such a big deal but i am feeling like s*** it doesn’t feels like i am living. This is the worst feeling ever and i will not lie agai for my parents if it’s just for stupid things like this. Either way i will just not lie this lie was my biggest ever and i wish i could go to the past and change it.