Oh no. A friend sent me an innocent video at work showing different fashion styles in Japan and there is one clip of a guy in slow motion on a kawasaki

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Oh no. A friend sent me an innocent video at work showing different fashion styles in Japan and there is one clip of a guy in slow motion on a kawasaki blowing smoke that I just can’t stop looking at. Gah, and it zooms in on his tattoos and arms and I start thinking nasty like “oh i’m close to his body” WTF STOP. I can’t think like that!
Then I start thinking “oh man, are there more videos of men in slow motion just gazing into the camera longingly?” “WHAT KIND OF QUESTION IS THAT.” Was my next thought. I need to control myself. I’m 23 and I’ve never felt like I need to look at guys this way. Like, to check them out. AH! I can’t do it. I’m embarrassed but very curious to know if there are more videos like that. *-*
I think this would be lust. I don’t think I should act on this.

New Confession

I was painfully shy with duper low self esteem when I was younger. Parents can really screw you up. Anyway, in Jr us I had a HARD crush on a lovely and very pretty girl. I talked with her and she was nice to me but I never told her how much I cared for her or how beautiful she was. This was 51 years ago. I found her on FB and sent her a message, telling her how beautiful and sweet I thought she was. She was touched and we chatted. She said I had made her day. I’m glad I gave her a smile and that I was honest with her about feelings I was too afraid to share years ago, I just wanted her to know that someone thought she was sweet and gorgeous. She said she was glad I reached out but also sad that I couldn’t share my feelings at the time. I’m glad I did it, for her and myself.

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