My wife is wonderful, and needs me for health reasons. We have kids, and they need me too, though a number of them are truly difficult.
But I am attracted to another woman at work. She’s not around much now, and things are under control. But it still hurts sometimes to see her when she does come around.

Lovely as my wife is (we had probe, largely resolved), a part of me wants this other, lovely, accomplished woman who admires me for the things I’ve accomplished.