I dont know why but I am obsessed with big dicks. Im a 30 yr old guy, never been near a guy nor had any interest in them. I still don’t, Im obsessed with women day in day out. Its just, the idea of really nice looking, big thick c**** is all I want, as soon as I see it is attached to a guy I am put off. Its a tough situation. I think its come from my p*** addiction. I learnt everything I know about s** from pron since I was a kid. Ive had so many problems with girls because I always make them perform like pornstars and they invariably get tired of it. I also find I need to make videos with them to really enjoy myself.
Coming back to my obsession with nice dicks, I think its something about the what they represent in p*** – the dominance, the degradation etc of women. The power of them is what I lust for. I always go for the big g******* stuff with at least 2-3 c**** on a girl, I am not even interested in anything else.

Anyway, its a dilemma, I really want to play with, maybe even s*** some d***, if I die without trying it Ill be pissed. But, as I said, the idea of the rest of a guy makes me sick so I dont know where I stand. I wonder if this is uncommon.