I SUFFER PANIC ATTACKS ALL THE TIME OVER FEAR OF NEVER HAVING A BABY OR NEVER GETTING MARRIED. I FEAR I WILL NEVER HAVE FRIENDS OF MY OWN. I GO THROUGH DEEP FEARS ALL THE TIME ABOUT MY OLD AGE AND HOW I WILL SURVIVE ALONE WITHOUT CHILDREN OR A HUSBAND … I HAVE NEVER BEEN GIVEN MUCH AFFECTION AND LOVE ALL MY LIFE OTHER THEN ABUSE.

MY SISTER ROSE CONSTANTLY HAS BASHED AND PUBLICLY DEGRIDATED ME TO GET MEN OR WHATEVER AND SHE HAS NO ABILITY TO SEE I NEED A MAN OF MY OWN,

I HATE MY SISTER ROSE SHE IS A SUPER DOG B****…

SHE FORGETS I WAS THE ONE BEING MADE FUN OF AT ALP PARTIES AS THE M*********** JOKE… SHE TRIED TO MAKE OUT IT WAS HER TO STEAL ALL THESE MEN ON ME… AND LEFT ME WITHOUT ANY MEN AT ALL SO I WOULD LOOK MORE OF A M*********** JOKE…

I AM NOW 44 AND STILL CHILDLESS AND UNMARRIED WHILE SHE CONTINUES TO MARRY OFTEN.

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