I loved you from the bottom of my heart, and now I realize all we lived for the past year and a half was nothing but a lie. You loved her all along and I was just a replacement.. You loved a picture of me, not what’s inside the picture. I’m lost, I love you. I love you and I always did. I lost everything for you. Now that you two are back together, I disappeared from your life, and you seem to be happy about it. You said it, you hate me, and I did nothing wrong. I love you, you don’t care. Remember when you tried to kill yourself for me? Remember these f****** matching tattoos we got? Remember my name written in blood on your arm? Where the f*** did all of this go? You threw all our past in the trash, how could you?! All the tears I shed for you, all the blood I lost because of you, all the songs I wrote for you, all our beautiful memories, you forgot all of this, didn’t you?! You broke my heart into pieces! You’re the one who said age didn’t matter!
But hey you know.. I realized age does matter. My all, you’re a woman now, and you don’t need me anymore. You’re strong and independent. You’re beautiful and smart.. But mostly.. You’re happy. You have the love of your life back, the girl you’re in love with, the girl you belong with. If you’re happy, I’m happy. You’ve become a woman now, you are at the first step of you’re life. 21 and ready to go, I’m proud of you. You survived.
I can die with no regrets now.

The end is near.