I want to die. I can’t keep on living like this. I hate myself and my life. I don’t have any hope for my future, I still have my whole life ahead of me but I won’t live that long. I ask God why I am the way I am, why he put me here, why he let’s me suffer. I HATE God, he has abandoned me. He’s not there for me. I cry every night because I know everyday will be the same. God please KILL me I don’t want to be here anymore. I JUST NEED SOMEONE TO HEAR ME TO CARE. I am only one boy out of 7 billion people my problems don’t compare to others yet I might be suffering more. My pain is not physical but it hurts more than any physical pain I could endure. I don’t know what to do I only see one way out.