my sister rose was a mother who gave birth to a child who did not want to be a mother to that child. she wanted to go out night clubbing with single men while married.

why? why didn’t she want to be a mother to a child she gave birth to?

why didn’t she want me getting dates with BETTER MEN ! WHY DIDN’T SHE WANT ME BE married WITH SOMEONE I LOVED ?

WHY DID SO MANY PEOPLE PLOT TO GET ME RAPED BY A FAT BAWLED UGLY SMELLY BORING OLDER MAN WITH NO PERSONALITY ? THAT WE HAD ABSOLUTELY NOTHING IN COMMON??? WHEN I SHOULD HAVE BEEN GETTING DATES YEARS BEFORE WITH MORE SUITABLE MARRIAGABLE MEN WHO HAD MORE TO OFFER ME AND WHO WERE FUN AND YOUNG AND GOOD LOOKING WHEN I WAS YOUNG???

WHY? HAS MY NEEDS AND FEELINGS BEEN IGNORED WHEN I WAS 17 AND NEEDED HELP FROM A DIRTY OLD P***? WHEN I WAS THIN AND PRETTY AND YOUNG??? LIKE WHEN IT REALLY MATTERED THE MOST…! WHEN THE P*** SHOULD HAVE BEEN IN JAIL. I SHOULD HAVE BEEN THE ATTENTION AND LOVE AND FRIENDS AND HELP I NEEDED.

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