i want to know why i lost my job. im 31… and i lost my job because of funding cuts. now 2 months later i am starting again… less than half of what i was getting paid and the same amount of debt and bills to pay.. what the f***…. i want to know wtf is supposed to happen in my life with me.. i just want to f****** die honestly, i dont see a reason to being miserable for the rest of my life, always having to start over and s***. fml. ill get over it.. eventually.. i hope… alive..