I have had nothing seriously horrible happen in my life. Everyone else in the world i have had terrible heart breaks and low self esteem. My family has issues butwho’s doesnt. I have such a disgust for mbody and my life tho….i dream of horrible thingshappening to me to some how justify this miserable life i live for seemingly no reason. i tell myself smarten the hell up and be normal but i cry myself to sleep and cut myself even simply because no matter what happens in my life i feel worthless and disgusting. i feel guilty for being this way because of the struggles others have.