So I’m a 16 year old girl and sometimes I start thinking of boys and how it would be like to date them and how we could cuddle and stuff like that until it gets kinda out of control and very s*****… I start getting butterflies in my stomach which isn’t a bad feeling until I start touching myself because I get so aroused… Then it’s just kind of annoying.

It never happened when I actually had a crush on a specific person but now that I don’t really like anybody that way, I start thinking of every guy I find hot and suddenly it happens.

To be honest, I don’t mind the butterfly feeling but the rest after that is actually frustratingly annoying, even if I know (or at least think) it’s not a bad thing to you know, touch yourself. I just wish I could like someone and have real relationship (that doesn’t lead to s**) so I don’t have to think about it so much!