I worry about the future too much. It bounces around in my head whenever there is silence and it always makes me think of the impossible.

Sometimes I plan out my life perfectly and say yes all that will happen now what?
But then I out in that one detail. WHAT IF

The ifs ruin everything.

Like one thing can change the rest of your life.
Like where did all my plans go?

Down the drain cuz that thing happened and that triggered another thing and another and another.

A series of unfortunate events can damage a set plan very baldy.

Everything will be ruined.

But then I think everything goes right.

Then what?

You die.