I feel so ugly so much so that I feel sick about the thought of leaving the house, I dislike my friends because I feel negative around them due to their beauty, even when they text me I get angry. Everything about me is just saddening I can’t wear jeans because i hate my body so much and it is because i have eaten so bad for so long and i hate my eyebrows and my hair and teeth and just everything so I am only eating around 800 calories a day again. I hope I can get it lower this time and make it last and not get sick again I think skinny is the only thing that will give me confidence all i do is feel s*** and want to be thinner