I always try to lose weight. I weight142 lbs and want to be 100 lbs so I workout all day and sometimes I calculate losing 4000 calories a day resulting in losing about 4 lbs every day. But because of the weather being rainy, I haven’t been able to workout (ppl in my house don’t allow me to workout inside). I feel so scared that I am going to gain weight so I don’t eat(when I do, I only eat vegetables, fruits, and nuts), but then everyone tells me that I need to eat, but nobody understands. I wish someone would just tell me I’m doing a good job. I work really hard. But sometimes I feel like everyone treats me like a child that can’t work hard for herself. I want someone to be tough with me and make me work hard, even if it means treating me like crap a little bit. I do everything by myself. I hate people not taking me seriously.