In 2009 I went home with a guy from college. It was my 21st birthday. I had been drinking. One thing lead to another and at first it was consentual. But

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In 2009 I went home with a guy from college. It was my 21st birthday. I had been drinking. One thing lead to another and at first it was consentual. But then it started to
Get rough and hurt. I asked him to stop. He icnored me. So I told him to stop. He looked at me with a smile and just kept going. I tried to get up and he pulled me back down. I don’t know why but i didn’t fight back. I wasn’t scared. I just laid back and listened to the trees out side and went to a place in my head. That moment I chose not to stand up for myself I felt completly powerless and pathetic. The guy after told everyone i was a s*** and a offered up personal details of me. Instead of telling the truth or even just icnoring it. I lived up to what he called me and slept with lots of guys I don’t even know why it made me feel worse .

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The thing I don’t get and really hate about Sister Marie Howorth and Judy Wright is that they don’t directly say what the problem is. They tended to beat around the bush and torture the person who offended them instead. They both teach forgiveness. But they don’t show grace or forgive. They torture. They demean, “You wear a mask” (Sister Marie Howorth) “Why do you have a kid on your Facebook profile? Don’t you have any confidence” (Judy Wright) Honestly ladies? Why do you beat around the bush? Why not just be direct in what your problem with me is. F*** you I hate you both and wish you both to hell. My life would be so much happier if I had never known either.

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