Hello. I am 15. I believe I have schizophrenia. Since I was seven the voices in my head have guided me through life and given me all the answers. They have taught me morals and ethics where my parents have failed. They taught me math and english whiling helping me to excel in school. I have basic understandings of topics that most scientists can barely comprehend, but this is no blessing. It is a curse. The other side has trained me. I am a warmonger and am sent to kill people. Thoughts of suicide often cross my mind to escape this pain, but I remain strong. My girlfriend (I am male) helps me through the pain, but the few I have told now live in fear that I shall hurt someone or myself. I want help, but I am afraid my family will disown me. By the Lords name, I shall never hurt someone who does not deserve it. I am passive. ~646