contrary to what people think i am on a disability pension and have cancer from a skin disorder and other gyno and spinal and middle ear issues as well as mental and s***** childhood abuse and mental illness.
i dont own a house and live with my aging ill parents and we have lived rather poverty line most of our lives… even eating foods from supermarket throwout bins and fallen on the floor foods they throw out and secondhand furniture most of my life.
my parents have recently paid off a mortgage but the house is about 34 years old and in desperate need of repairs everywhere as is all our healths.
i am not trying to cry poor… its a reality that most of my life we have lived on one low income wage and my dad has been unemployed for a large part of my teen and adult years due to work place abuse that left him unconscious on the floor.
i don’t ask for pity … just a bit of common courtesy !
i have been trying to join a amateur film creative writing group for years now and can’t seem to or each time meet destructive abusive attacking bashing insulting put down people.
i am 44 never had a boyfriend and just had it up to my eyeballs with rude uncaring people!
catherine1moloaa
i do save by the way…
Submitted by a Humble Sinner on Fri, 06/13/2014 – 02:42
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when i save i live on next to nothing. i saved on welfare and working cleaning making beds or other jobs for courses in paralegal, pharmacy assisting, dental assisting etc… i have a university hecs debt i may never repay doing an arts/laws degree i dropped out of….
i did get some financial help from my parents with the courses and day to day living costs. i struggle to save and i have made a lot of mistakes in my financial affairs i wish i had not.
i save for things often and i need my parents financial assistance due to my mental illness because i often need my mum to help me budget or plan etc …as i think my mum is better at handing finances then me most of the time…
just because i have some education does not mean i don’t deserve to be a mother or wife. my sister has a associate diploma and got married, so why can’t I? and just because i dropped out of law school from s***** childhood abuse and assault and r*** issues does not make me less of a woman compared to a doctor or lawyer or anyone…
catherine1moloaa
kelly business college a big let down
ok it was a big step for me after dropping out of law school I enrolled in a legal admin short course at Brisbane commercial college and they went bankrupt when we were doing accounting subjects-lost money there, then i went over to Kelly business college and enrolled in a paralegal diploma and then got into a advanced business plus paralegal diploma there, doing computing, business, legal searches, stamp duties, conveyancing, courts and litigation, summonsing and bankruptcy, criminal law, legal history and culture, accounting and grooming for business and other minor subjects.
that cost me over $8,000 i saved and i needed that course to payoff and earn me an income…
when i went for a job interview at conveyancing works i am sure i met a guy called john handby who looked like david bowie but didn’t get the job.
i gave Kelly college my family legal firms details we used most of our lives, did work experience there and then suddenly Kelly college admin went all strange towards me and started being nasty to me for no reason when before hand everything had been fine. they knew my dad and seemed happy with me. i really needed that scholarship in paralegal/advanced business dip…
at the last minute when they college sold out to a new buyer they would not let me finish the old course and would not let me pick up subjects from the new course they designed to complete to graduation…imagine my hurt and disgust and financial and emotional loss… !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my work was ok passing most things and i did more accounting at another college years earlier …so it was unfair they did not acredit me to let me pass and graduate when i paid the whole course worked hard … they let me down badly.
bad business ethics and karma will catch up with jen bell and bern hodges!!
i think someone was lying about me making out i was molesting my younger cousins or my brothers kids or joyces kid and its just not true! karma will get them!!!!people lying about me has cost me badly…
in 2002 things got bad over nothing… so much confusion…why?
TRYING TO WORK OUT WHY I DIDN’T GET THE LEGAL JOBS I WAS AFTER OR FRIENDS OR SCORING DATES WITH YOUNG MEN SUITABLE AND EXCITABLE TO ME LIKE THE LEGAL TYPES I HAD LUNCH WITH OR THE ARTY GUYS I MIXED WITH??? …THAT COULD OFFER ME A FUTURE …
ITS ALL A BLUR OF CONFUSION!!!!
i had been a bowie fan since 1982 and been to 2 of his shows in 1987 and in 2000 if that john handby who looked like david bowie a lot, at conveyancing works could not give me a job that something had to be wrong. I dont understand … now i a on a pension and in regular pain.
i never molested by sisters child or my brothers kids or younger cousins or older cousins kids… or joyces or neighbors kids…
i am sick of people making out i have done things when i have not. its like the time a kid in my childhood accused me falsely of giving her my great uncles tablets… that just added to my mental anxieties !
i have lost financially, career, socially, love life and personal confidence by peoples lies…and i have also suffered from people making out i was a p*** and child s** offender at the age of 5 with kids around my own age…
catherine1moloaa