I am a victim of drug use. I’m not at the point of using heroin & lurking my house for any form of drugs.
I want to stop, before it ever gets that far.
I’M LITERALLY UNBEARABLEY SCARED OF REACHING THAT POINT.
I’m American & went to a Muslim Private School as a child.
Everyone knows me as outgoing, loud, ustoppable, confident, outspoken, random, and unique.
Recently i have been trying to become shy, conservative, less talkative, and go out less.
I’m trying everything to get everything back, get back to the girl I used to be, even if its not me anymore.

In Middle School i started doing ecstasy.
Now i have sniffed lines of Meth twice & Zanex Bars. I have done LSD (Acid), Shrooms, Naz, and Mollies.
& oh, you know it baby.
IT ALL STARTED WITH WEED AFTERSCHOOL & A LITTLE LIQUOR ON THE WEEKEND.
Sometimes i feel like i am dreaming & everything i see isn’t what it seems to be