i was self harming after kelly business college let me down and didn’t let me complete my diploma.

i hit myself over the head with a meat mallet because i was not good enough and quick enough for them.

people were spreading lies about me. and i was getting dirty looks from staff for no reason. it made me turn to self harm
these are just some of the kicks up the arse joyce said i deserved… plus not allowed to have a boyfriend or husband of my own choice and no social life … as a teenager and young adult. the r*** was a kick up the arse i deserved as well… as was the child s***** abuse.

and all the rejections i have suffered from men and the violence from abusive men.

being ignored by men…

i have deserved all of it.

the lot.

signed catherine 1moloaa