there’s someone in my life who I refer to as my best friend, but I really can’t stand her. she controls me and im a horrible wimp for letting her. she’s selfish, immature, extremely passive-aggresive, and isnt happy unless she thinks im pitying her or trying to make her happy or cheer her up. i sometimes dream about her getting in an accident and dying, and i would finally be free, then i feel like a horrible person all over again. i wish i had the strength to stand up for myself. how do you end a toxic friendship when you fear what they’ll do?