I wonder if I annoy all my friends. They say i’m retarded and stupid and that I need to shut up… I try to make them laugh, but… I don’t know what to do anymore. sometimes I just want to give up life, I want to die, becuase i’m never good enough for anyone. I’ve always been that odd person out, I hate emotion, I dont understand why I have them, they’re annoying and I hate them. Wh can’t I ever be good enough for anyone, I’ve always been not pretty enough, too fat, too mean, too quiet, too nice, too something, or not enough of something. I’ve always been too poor for people too, I don’t understand anymore.