I have no friends and isolated from society most of my life and I need so much heap because some people I knew stole my friends and cheated me out of a business deal I really needed for money and career development, they took a bucket load of the profits and left me on the pavement to scrap myself up. the business deal break up really hurt me professionally and financially and I have been down on my luck and in abstract poverty ever since really. I just come on here to vent sometimes because I can’t afford fees to see a psychologist and one the ones I have seen just can’t help or talk over me and misdirect me.