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Ok so I’ve had family troubles and sometimes I’d just say a bit of them to my friend who says a some of hers. But yesterday I said nearly everything to one of my classmates. She isn’t especially close or anything, we do share similar interests and chat but I told her. I never told anyone this except online and on rant websites n stuff. I felt comfortable telling her. She has her own family problems, different than mine but in a way we were in the same situation. Never told anyone, no one seemed to want to know, weren’t supposed to tell cuz our family has this concept of whatever goes on the house stays in the house no matter WHAT. But that’s that and I feel so happy. She’s leaving school next year and I think it’s kinda safer for me if she does, I do kinda trust her cuz we r in similar situations but idk, I don’t want her tongue to slip or anything and definitely don’t feel like dealing with problems. But more than that, I wish she’d stay cuz after what I told her I feel super close to her and think we can be great friends what with me being betrayed by my best friend recently and having my trust issues and being on neutral terms with everyone. I feel closer to her. But maybe it’s just the sad lil pitiful me feeling lonely and maybe I’m pushing myself onto her. Oh well.

New Confession

It’s a official!

The Toronto District Catholic School Board verified with me that Sister Marie Howorth had no fuc kin right in holy hell to ask me the question,

“Now Carm, your father died, was that sudden?”

My father’s death was simply none of Sister Marie Howorth’s dam business. It’s my privacy and it’s my grief (mind you it’s difficult to grieve a man that called my mother an ugly warthog).

According to the Toronto District Catholic School Board,

“If you didn’t disclose to Sister Marie that your father died, she should have asked about him.”

The Toronto District Catholic School Board has verified with me that Sister Marie ,

“Did not handle my situation well.”

And the former Deputy Director of the M.S.S.B had not right to ask Sister Marie nor my guidance counselor to talk to me about my dead father.

I am human and I am allowed to be touched by stories about young people who die tragically.

I am allowed to be touched by “Jane” and I am allowed to say that she influenced by life in a positive way, leading me to friendships that led me to work in the North.

The M.S.S.B Deputy Director had every right to be offended by me. I regret …I fuc kin regret contacting him….But I wish he could have told me to just stop contacting him and his family instead of sending Sister Marie Howorth to psychologically torture me….

F*** YOU Sister Marie Howorth! The school board takes my life! Forcing a conversation about the nature of my dad’ s death DOES NOT SHOW THE LIGHT OF CHRIST! Far from it! It’s completely depraved of compassion!

F*** YOU Judy Wright if you feel your Sister Mare Howorth had a right to ask me invasive questions about my father’s death, cause the school board TAKES MY SIDE. AND F*** YOUR UNCLE as his son was caught stealing VCRs at the Honeydale Walmart, as noted in the March 1999 Etobicoke Life paper!!!

SISTER MARIE HOWORTH HAD NO FUC KIN RIGHT TO ASK ME PRIVATE QUESTIONS ABOUT MY FATHER’S DEATH…SHE HAD NO F*** IN RIGHT TO PRY INTO MY PERSONAL TRUAMA….I’ll scream that on a mountain top if I have to!

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