Ok so I’ve had family troubles and sometimes I’d just say a bit of them to my friend who says a some of hers. But yesterday I said nearly everything to one of my classmates. She isn’t especially close or anything, we do share similar interests and chat but I told her. I never told anyone this except online and on rant websites n stuff. I felt comfortable telling her. She has her own family problems, different than mine but in a way we were in the same situation. Never told anyone, no one seemed to want to know, weren’t supposed to tell cuz our family has this concept of whatever goes on the house stays in the house no matter WHAT. But that’s that and I feel so happy. She’s leaving school next year and I think it’s kinda safer for me if she does, I do kinda trust her cuz we r in similar situations but idk, I don’t want her tongue to slip or anything and definitely don’t feel like dealing with problems. But more than that, I wish she’d stay cuz after what I told her I feel super close to her and think we can be great friends what with me being betrayed by my best friend recently and having my trust issues and being on neutral terms with everyone. I feel closer to her. But maybe it’s just the sad lil pitiful me feeling lonely and maybe I’m pushing myself onto her. Oh well.
