i admit i have a issue about unemployment and employment. i have always felt like i have never worked hard enough long enough. i am so dissatisfied with my career i would rather just not even care about it and do something else.

like was i asking too much of kelly college or a law firm my family had known for ages to give me a job?

ok, working is not everything. i wish people would just f****** lighten up about work

when i was at russos and max network it was like a boot camp or concentration camp and all these poor little souls ended up like a pathetic Mengele lab rat disfigured … you could feel the death there like in a euthanasia animal ward and the hate the staff let off was like toxic fumes…

i guess i was an idiot i had a few dreams of wanting to look thin and pretty and working in a law firm… but who gives a f***… work life sux!

heaps of young males were beach bums on the dole and still are … so what.