I’m not sure I ever got over the fact that my two best friends left me for each other.
I grew up with two best friends, we grouped up, I was shifted off.
Many years later they’re still best friends and I’m alone.

I remember feeling angry a long time ago as a child, betrayed.

Today, years later, were all adults.. They’re getting married being brides maids and I’m still alone. I haven’t made any new friends since elementary. I don’t really miss them, and I don’t hold a grudge or anything of the sort against them. By all means they look like they’re doing very well and that’s good!

I just wish I wasn’t always left behind and forgotten by people. I feel like a forgotten toy or an abused pet. Now I am with my bf of nearly 6 years.. I am all his and only his. I don’t know anyone else. I just hope he doesn’t leave. If he did I feel he’d have to pass me to someone else to love. I can’t find new people on my own.. My biggest fear, people leaving without my consent. Please. Don’t. Leave.