I’m overweight. Im an 18 year old girl who’s 220 lbs at 5’3. The guy I’m seeing is one of the most attractive guys I’ve ever seen and works out and has an amazing face and body. He can usually get any girl he wants. He told me he doesn’t know if he wants to be with me because he showed his friends a picture of me and they were shocked and appalled he even gave me his time. He said they made him feel ashamed to be attracted to me and that he wants me. But a better version of me. It hurt so much. That day I cried for a long time, puked out everything I had eaten, ran for 2 miles, did 100 sit ups, and 50 jumping jacks, and didn’t eat anything that day. It still hurts and now every day I just work out and eat healthy, which is good. But I still hate myself.