Like just moved to a new town and hate all the ‘friends’ I’ve made. They treat me like s*** making comments on how ugly I am and how I’m too skinny and I don’t have perfect skin and stuff. But I let them do it and I don’t know why. I even play along to their game agreeing and if they are sad or something I just say ‘at least your not me and you have a figure’ and they are like ‘yeah your right I would hate to have your body. It’s gross.’ I get no respect here. I have told them a lot to f*** off but they always think I’m kidding. I was depressed to the point of hurting my self before I moved here because of other s*** I was dealing with. It got better for a while because of meds. But now it’s getting worse and they keep bumping my prescription. It’s causing my anxiety and panic attacks to get worse. Anxiety is what drove me over before. I’m in a down word spiral. Headed for my own personal hell