Sorry this is not a confession but more of a lil rant….. I am a 24 year old woman and I am bored out of life already. I feel trapped and suffocated in this horrible economy. I am going to college full time and working full time as we’ll just so I can create a better future for myself and get a better job. Is this really going to work? Does having an education really make much of a difference in this society which rips us off and turns us into slaves? From what I see…. I doubt it will make a difference. I am always bored. I find social norms of everyday life and routine boring as f***. I am gonna take out a huge $12,000 student loan just so I can travel and escape this prison one calls hawaii. I do not care if I go in debt…. I have no credit anyways. I do weird s*** just to entertain myself. I meet hot random guys online or in stores and hook up with them. I hitch hike for fun although I am always scared that the person would be a weirdo. I steal s*** that cost more than $10 even when I can afford it. I suppose I do it for the thrill but also because I know that people in china slaved to make it for pennies on the dollar and we get ripped off as well paying more than 200% of what it is worth. I will try and do anything once for the hell of it so experience more in life. The only free enjoyment I have is going to the n*** beach and watching gay guys hooking up in the bushes in Mokuleia. I go to bars and nightclubs al the time but they r boring as we’ll. people just stay in their cliques talking and people watching. Why does life have to be so damn expensive. I am not depressed or complain about anything. I usually find a way around it or make it better. To be continued….. I have actual confessions and crazy stories to admit but not enough time and some people r just to negative on here.