i am in a long distance relationship. my significant other and i both have depression, anxiety and dissosiative disorders. he’s feeling suicidal and saying that he’s a horrible person and fantasizing about his own death on his private twitter account. i’m scared.. he’s done this before and he’s never done anything but i’m so scared of losing him i don’t think i can live without him. i started imagining life without him and i can’t stop crying. he’s the thing keeping me alive to this day. we both suffer from suicidal thoughts and several attempts already and i know it’s cliche and terrible to say but if i goes i think. i.. i think i have to go too.