Dear God, it has been 48 hours since I last used. From here I hope you can help me stay on the right track. I will go to my grave with my head high and with no regrets. I think life is about loving yourself. If nobody else does, fine, but I won’t continue agreeing with them. I am deeply sorry for sins of the past and I hope to gain strength and part of my honor back going forward. In your name I pray to please help me reach my best before I die. Amen.