I wish I could be physically attracted to someone. I never am. I never find myself like Oh that person is hot. It’s always just they’re okay, they look normal, or weird. Never a “Oh my gosh you are beautiful” feeling. I wish I could feel that when looking at someone. I wish I had to double take at someone.
So far the only extreme I’ve felt was hate and disgust while looking at someone. I can’t believe how upset I got at how ugly this person was. It actually hurt me to be so set off by it. I’m glad the person had no way of noticing, and of being in the area.. It was just a picture. Regardless!!
I just wish I could see one person and be wow’d by them. I guess the closest I’ve seen is natural tribal people when they paint their faces with patterns. They are beautiful but I want a wow! And no, celebs can’t even compare to tribal people. They just look like regular people dolled up with a bunch of layers of makeup for photos. I don’t like that. *Sigh* Show me true beauty