I don’t know if you quite understand that I was a law student with ambitions to be a judges associate because I actually enjoyed reading judges legal sentencing and decisions that were more then 20 or 30 pages long when I was 20. I used to go to law courts and write up reports on murder cases/mans slaughter, corporate fraud and policing corruption court cases and enjoyed it.

I don’t want to be this delinquent mulling around.

I am waiting for surgery and suffering badly in pain often.

I am in-between academic studies all the time.

I am 43 and wanted a husband and family of my own by now to enjoy and share a mature relationship not b** and skittles.

I have worked in a few areas but I have no career I am proud of. I have never been able to find mr right … I feel very hurt that men have abused me and rejected me when there is no reason for them to other then in their own minds.

I am a person who needs stability and I wanted to own or be paying off a house of my own by now and working in law or something and be enjoying a promotion and motherhood by now.

I was ambitious because I had time to dream and study because I had no friends in my teens … I was fanciful in my childhood for much the same reasons and escaping abuse.

I was forced to go out a few times with a man of 34 or 37 when I was 16 and it was no fun at all. he was boring, not really my type, I was not attracted to him, he had money because he was a builder and is now very rich but I do not regret getting away from him because he was everything I didn’t want in a man. he was completely wrong for me and in the long run I knew that it would not work.

its like when joyce tried to push me with a man of 73 when I was 29 … he was rich south American but I could not have been able to be s***** with him in my mind at all let alone in my body. I couldn’t stand that sort of dynamic at all.

I knew ken who raped me, he was married was completely wrong for me and was nothing of what I was looking for in a man. I did not find him attractive at all. he was a skin head thug a user!!!! taking advantage of a vulnerable woman in my book.

I don’t want to be with pubescent boys of 17 or 19 …

I am looking for someone with stability and maturity of mind and intelligence.

bother me when you can spend hours at a time writing out dictation of constitutional amendments and statutes and Acts for 6 hours a day.

you think you have a lot to get through reading 4 pages … its nothing when I was at law school or doing allied health to be having to read 4 or more chapters a day for one subject.

and all though this I am not supposed to want friends or a boyfriend to ease the stresses of it all.

is it any wonder I failed being bashed and raped and having a stroke from the trauma of it all.

THAT S****** W**** DOG RETARD S*** JOYCE POORTER THE POOPTER W**** FUCKED UP MY LIFE… THE WOMAN IS A CRIMINAL MINDED MURDERER… SHE CAUSES HER CLIENTS TO SOCIALLY SUICIDE… YOU ONLY HAVE SEE WHAT THE JEALOUS S*** DID TO ME…

ALWAYS TELLING ME ANY MAN I LIKE WILL NEVER LIKE ME…

S****** S*** DOG!!! who has had too many rich husbands