I am literally spinning in my own head just going insane. Every week, go to work, get home late, make some food, sleep. Every damn week. I just want to go wander the woods for a bit, and I can’t even do that. If I have a gap in job history for even a couple months, they start to ask you weird questions. Where were you, how were you getting by for money, what were you doing? It’s my business in the first place. Can’t say living off grid for a bit because that’s crazy. I can’t even think about living off grid around these people, or anyone! It’s like it’s a voodoo. Screw that type of thinking.
I can’t stay living every day like this in this slave country. I need to escape.