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Hi, I cannot make decisions easily, and I cannot take responsibility, I started a business but cannot do anything without my partner, I cannot think while being alone or make any single important decision and I just lose my thinking by watching movies, facebooking, doing anything that can drug me not to face my troubles, I try pushing myself to think alone or make decisions, I try to think when can I propose to my partner or take a step further in our relationship instead of just being in love and not being able to take a decision of more and being so selfish and not thinking about any responsibility while being alone, laziness makes me do nothing through my day, procrastination and lack of self confidence makes me always stressed and feeling guilty that I have a lot to do but no matter what, I am not sure of anything, I quit and get bored of everything, I am scared that I would be adviced or forced to take a further step in my relationship and then wont be able to spend or be responsible as I cannot take a job, it is really hard, and that I would get bored of my partner if she stopped guiding me or if she became totally mine looking for others to get my happiness from, I feel awful, and helpless, I can’t work anything out and I make lots of plans and promises and cannot fulfill them.

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