Ok. I feel totally helpless.. and haven’t a clue which direction to go in next. I’m so beyond the tipping point it’s ridiculous now.. I don’t expect anyone to respond but if someone could give me any advice I would be grateful. Here’s my situation in a nutshell: My family has been very broken since I was around 13.. I’m now 20. My mum moved out for maybe half a year last year and she recently moved back into the family home. My relationship with my mum has been rocky, though I love her very much. We went through so much pain with my parents fighting that I don’t want to live here, which I may have to, because I’m thinking of dropping out of university. I’m not where I want to be, I’m not heading in the direction I want to. I feel that I rushed into university after having left high school. My boyfriend lives in Glasgow, I stay in his flat often.. which is bad. I can’t afford any rent. Him and I have argued too many times to count. I love him but sometimes I feel like such a burden, and therefore in no way attractive. I gave been so depressed lately I can see why he is probably no longer interested me. I see him light up around other girls and that hurts too. He’s harsh on me though, and rarely happy around me, I won’t take that and we’ll argue some more. I get paid £5/hour for practically running a whole takeaway/cafe by myself and work only enough hours to afford food. My Dad also may have to go for major surgery soon. If anything happened to him it’d kill me. Most of all, I feel that my problems and opinions are pushing all of the ones I love away from me. I feel like I have nothing, I am nothing. I feel like I am to blame, but don’t know what I did wrong. Please someone, give me some inspiration. What can I do?