33 years of deep guilt and grieving over that mans suicide and I have had enough of being pushed aside for them… i am now 44 and his kids had the money and land and the world bleeding for them. please let me live in peace or live at all … i did nothing wrong to make him do it. can you please leave us alone … we are old deaf useless people now. i could never get a boyfriend or marry because of the guilt they pushed on me… can you just leave us alone now to have a life and move on … let me move on from all the dirty old p*** abuse i suffered from another old b******… for gods sake… just let us move on.

signed catherine graham