I love my girlfriend. I would never cheat on her, or on anybody. That’s a horrible thing to do. She’s currently in Cambodia for a month, volunteering . Lately, I ‘ be made friends with two girls who I’m pretty sure like me. And they’re really hot. And I have far more in common with them than I do with my girlfriend. The other night, I was out drinking with one of them and a couple of friends. On the way home, she put her arm around mine despite knowing I’m taken. We were drunk, to be fair. I don’t know. I don’t think I’ll do anything stupid, I just feel really bad and guilty. I never thought I would have a dilemma like this. It’s like I want to cheat but I don’t at the same time, and that makes me feel like I’m morally weak, when I’ve prided myself for years on being morally strong. Guys really aren’t programmed for monogamy. And it s****. It hurts. But I guess that’s just part of the sacrifice you have to make to commit yourself to the girl you love. I can’t wait for her to come back. Hopefully I’ll stop feeling like this.