I am so tired of all of this. I feel like my self esteem is slowly going down, back to how it was before, I’m getting flustered about stuff I do more and more. I’m starting to lose it, lose my sense of control. Maybe that’s what I get for thinking I’ll always be in control ?
So, so, so tired of everything…I’ve had enough of everyone and everything. Idgaf anymore but in the same time I do, more than ever. It’s like my feelings get magnified and then they just disappear, I keep feeling that empty feeling more and more and more and more and more and more and more!