I’m a freshman in college. I’m a girl. I met a guy about a month ago at a house party and we ended up going back to his place and hooking up. The issue is, I have fallen really hard for this guy – but he’s a senior and leaving the state after he graduates. We’ve hung out twice apart from the first night and for the majority of all my time with him I’ve been drunk and hardly remember our conversation. But damnit he’s a great guy. I keep getting the urge to just go over to his house and talk to him.

I should also say, he has been kind of leading me on. He apologized for that, but didn’t exactly stop. I told him some stupid things last time I saw him and I want to mend that bridge. Anyway I’m just in turmoil because I can’t tell if he just doesn’t want to talk to me or what. And I can’t stop thinking about him. I’m going insane.