I feel that my inadequate beauty is the reason that I am 17 years old and have never even kissed someone. I feel that the guy I like would be more interested in me if I wasn’t such a butterface. I feel that when I do end up getting a boyfriend I am just going to give all of my firsts to him because I have been so deprived and become so desperate. I feel that giving my all to the first guy that comes around will be my only chance at giving anything away. I feel that I can’t confide in anyone about this and that is why I am going to the internet for support.