There is a girl who posts dorky nerdy things in my feed and I love reading them. I don’t know her well. I just know we are friends online because of cosplay. She is younger than me and types her problems, and what makes her happy. She’s silly. I never acknowledge any of her posts, I just enjoy reading them. I never message or make any effort to communicate with her. I think I have in the past but I just kind of let it die down and never did anything again. I do that with every single conversation.
She’s cute and a lot of times I find myself wanting to point her in the right direction when she’s sad, but at the same time I don’t want to poke my nose where I don’t belong. And I don’t want to keep talking to her afterwards if I do help.

I don’t know what I want from her. Maybe I just want to watch her. I like watching people but she catches my interest in that she is so simple, similar, pure, and good. I think it’s the things she laughs at or get’s happy by. I have that same humor/get those same feelings. I’m really not sure.

It’s not like a creep on her or stalk or anything obsessive. I just, enjoy her posts. She is positive. She is good. She has a beautiful heart. I wish I could tell her that without freaking her out. Oh well. I’ll just admire from afar. Or maybe i’ll just compliment and leave x_x We’ll see