When I was about eight, my uncle touched me. It went on for about two years, on and off. I found it weird, and I found it wrong. When he was f******** me one time I asked him if God was okay with this and wouldn’t He be angry?

Now I’m 20 and I still think about that sometimes. How can someone be so disgusting to do that to a child? Honestly, I don’t think I’ve been messed up because of it, but it still angers me. That guy had a wife and a daughter. Would he like to have his own daughter being touched by her uncle? Luckily I wasn’t ever penetrated.

It’s my biggest secret. I once told my cousin, who was like my best friend when we were kids and one day when she asked me about it jokingly, I told her I lied and that it wasn’t true so that she didn’t know. This uncle is my dad’s favorite brother and I will never ever tell anyone ever again.