I finally acted on the sissy p*** I’ve been watching for the past 5 years. I know this is going to sound like every fake reddit sissy story but it’s not, this has been my life and reality for the past 5 years. When I was 13 I first started watching p*** but instead of jerking off I would get in a bathtub on my hands and knees press my a** against the faucet and twerk so hard my balls would slap my stomach and a**, a few months in I would learned how to j*******, then life got busy and i kind of stopped watching p*** for 2ish years, when I was 16 I would go to my gf’s house and when it came time to leave id steal one of her p****** and whenever I was home alone id wear them, a few weeks after doing this I started putting olive oil on cucumbers and using them as a*** d****’s I did this for months straight when nobody was home 16/17 was the most aggressive years of my sissy/bbc p*** addiction. I was doing self ball busting, a***, cross dressing etc, then from 17/18 I was jerking off daily to bbc p***, whiteboy humiliation videos, sph everything. then a few weeks ago my family said we were going on vacation