Funny how you’ve insulted & guilt trip me for not wanting to sleep with you the last few years ,yet you’re terrible in bed, you don’t bathe or wash good down there,it’s way too matted & smelly b.o. down there. You’ve barely lasted 30 seconds, maybe a minute by the most, extremely small, terrible at positions , gave me a painful s.t.i. years back when you’ve denied yet I ended up getting checked at the clinic yet you treat me like crap if I don’t give in to you. I’ll fantasize someone else or other people during those moments, you fucked like a tortoise. I get disgusted, completely turned off from your s***** one-sided ,manipulative personality too, not only just in bed.The thought of being single again sounds more bliss each day. I’d rather have s** with a midget. And Everytime we’ve done it afterwards, bad luck starts happening through the day or we fight-Every.Single.Time. I’ve heard of couples glowing or feeling good after s** but it’s the exact opposite for me, I feel like absolute s***, it feels like an extra 5 years was added on to me after we do it. I hate it to where I don’t get wet anymore, I lay still , stiff and flat as a board just wanting it to be over with, and of course you still treating me like garbage through the day even when I give in to you so you wouldn’t have a reason to take it out on me. I resent you sometimes, hell, i rather do jar jar binks than you. I’d do markiplier in a heartbeat ,who wouldn’t though-his wife’s lucky she has someone who treats her like a queen like he does and doesn’t call her nasty names or crushed her spirit and made her break down completely . Funny how you talked s*** about him out of jealousy yet at least he stands up , defends and protects his wife if someone even looks at her wrong- were you on the other hand sided with the people that harassed me and the creeps that wouldn’t leave me alone. I still remember to this day how you let those guys made creepy comments to me with you there and you literally folded like a lawn chair yet made an excuse for it and blamed me for looking too pretty despite having a jacket on?? I feel more alone in this relationship than when I was single, you criticized me for not opening up to you more or keeping things but then once I actually do open up to you, you don’t wanna hear it- you brush me off, cut me off mid conversation and sometimes mimicked me in the worst mocking way possible- and you wonder why I mentally distance from you despite us living together. We’d probably get along better as friends with some-few benefits. And we have very little in common too, different goals. Had to vent that out