I wish I wasn’t such a fake online. I look perfect and guys flirt with me. But in real life I’m really lonely and shy. I don’t talk how I wouldn’t talk to my friends, and online I really don’t talk too much. I’ve made friends from all around the world who I’ve never skyped because I’m afraid they may be disappointed in who I am. I’ve been told in my life that I have an annoying voice, so I don’t like to talk very often. Maybe they’d think that too. I don’t know. I hate being fake. I wish I didn’t exist. I hate my life.