I’m 50 years old, separated from my husband of 25 years, and 12 weeks pregnant. The father of my unborn baby is 30 years old. I have an appointment to terminate the pregnancy this week but I have out of my head. I have never had an abortion and I was always against them. The father wants me to end it and has brought up alot of good points. I thought he was in love with me and he has stated that he is not. He was very aware i am not on any form of birth control and i still get my monthly but he never pulled out of me to come. I acutally thought he was faalling in love with me and was trying to put his child in me to “trap, claim, own” me. I’m an obedience lover. I know this. I’m not going to stop a man take have taken as a lover from getting me pregnant. I love being a kept woman.
The father says he’s not ready to be a father. He says he honestly didnt think I would get pregnant because of my age. He says when he is ready to have a child he wants it with some one his own age. He told me that I’m just a thing, a fling, a fantasy, something fun to do on the weekend.
Should I have this baby. I will be 51 when I give birth. I have grand kids. I’m still married so my baby will have my husbands last name. I’m a year older than his mother. How is she going to take it.
